You guys. My life has been changed forever.
They {finally} built a Trader Joe's within a decent distance of where I live. It opened 2 days before my birthday. I'm fairly certain they planned that out that as a gift to me. Thank you to all those who came together to make it happen.
As the sun rose last Sunday and I opened my eyes on the first day of my 33rd year on this planet, my sweet husband wished me a happy birthday. I cleared my throat and responded, "Can we get to Trader Joe's before it get's packed?"
Signs you're getting old.
Because Steve is so good to me and wouldn't dream of shattering my birthday plans, we were up, dressed and wandering the aisles of TJ's by 8:15 a.m. It was magical.
I may be over-exaggerating a tiny bit. {But not by much.} I mean, it's a grocery store, not one of the wonders of the world. {Though I warn you, do not argue this point with anyone who is a huge fan. You will lose.}
However, I can tell you that as we stood there with our mouths agape staring at a wall of reasonably priced, {organic!!!} packaged greens of every possible combination you can think of, we knew we had stumbled onto something special. I even heard Steve mumble, "Is this for real?"
It is real, my dear, and it is glorious.
Now, navigating TJ's as a "first-timer" can be a tricky feat. Because you'll want to buy all the things. I'm talking stuff you have no need for and hardly ever eat. "But it's only $1.99!", you'll rationalize.
PUT DOWN THE CHILI-LIME ROASTED ALMONDS AND WALK AWAY. No, do not stop to look at the multitude of nut butters {or cookie butter, for that matter. There is no nutritional value in cookie butter even if it's housed right next to the chia and flax peanut butter.} that are suddenly available to you. You came for almond butter, now put the almond butter in your basket and back away slowly.
Ok, so I may not have left completely unscathed. It was my first visit, and my birthday for heaven's sake, cut me some slack. I splurged on a small jar of Pumpkin Butter because it was there and fall was officially beginning that week. So, clearly it was a necessity.
{Pumpkin Butter, incidentally, has very little to do with pumpkins or butter. It's more like a very sweet jam infused with pumpkin spice-type flavors that you can spread on muffins, drizzle over ice cream or use as a pastry filling. Like apple butter, except pumpkiny.}
Then, as penance, I came home and decided to use the Pumpkin Butter in a recipe to share with you. Because I'm considerate that way and because otherwise I may have simply eaten it by the spoonful.
Is there anything that brings greater feelings of nostalgia than a thumbprint cookie?
For the cookie part of these, I used a cream cheese dough that I adapted from Allie's recipe {Baking a Moment} to make them a bit sturdier, and rolled them in toasted pecan bits for some crunch. Then, I filled the centers with TJ's autumnal Pumpkin Butter. You will not be sorry that you sacrificed some of your beloved Pumpkin Butter for these babies.
So, tell me, do you have a Trader Joe's near you? Have you found yourself doing the dance of the conflicted grocery shopper in their kitschy aisles? Go ahead, divulge what your TJ's splurges are... make me feel better! ;)
Pumpkin Butter Thumbprint Cookies
Cookie dough adapted from Baking a Moment
Makes about 2 dozen cookies depending on size
1 stick {8 tablespoons} butter, softened
3 ounces cream cheese, softened
1/2 cup sugar
1/2 teaspoon vanilla extract
Pinch of sea salt
1 cup + 2-3 tablespoons all-purpose flour
1 egg + about 1 tablespoon water, beaten
1/2 cup toasted pecan bits
Pumpkin Butter for filling
1. In the bowl of a stand mixer, beat together butter, cream cheese, sugar, vanilla extract and salt until smooth. Slowly add in the flour and mix until just incorporated.
2. Scoop dough onto a sheet of plastic wrap and form a log shape. {This isn't absolutely necessary but it helps later on when the dough is solid to get even pieces more easily. I also divided it in 2 to make it easier.} Refrigerate for about an hour or two until the dough is mo easier to handle.
3.Preheat oven to 375 degrees. Prepare a baking pan by lining with a silicone baking mat or parchment paper. Beat egg and water in a small bowl. In another bowl, place pecan bits for rolling. Set aside.
4. When ready to continue, take dough by the tablespoonful and roll into a ball. Dredge each ball in the egg & water mixture, then drop into the pecans and roll around to coat. Place onto the prepared pan. Continue until all the dough is used up.
5. Spray the rounded side of a teaspoon measure with non-stick cooking spray {I just use my Misto filled with olive oil} and, using even pressure, push down on the top of each dough ball to create an indentation. You can do this with your thumb, too, {hence "thumbprint cookie}, but I find that using a teaspoon creates a more even well.
6. Fill each well with a heaping 1/2 teaspoon of Pumpkin Butter {or however much you can fit!}.
7. Bake for about 12-14 minutes or until the edges are just starting to brown and the cookies are set. Remove from oven and allow to cool before moving the cookies to a cooling rack -- they will be soft and hard to move when they're warm.
Note: I found that I achieved the best results by refrigerating the dough balls for a while after rolling them so they weren't too soft going into the oven. My cookies held their shape better when I used this technique. It isn't necessary but it makes for prettier cookies.
I also made a version of these without nuts and they were very tasty, too! They do spread a little further, so take that into account when placing onto the baking pan.
